I'm so excited about the audition la!!! Singing 'Because of you' - Kelly Clarkson and 'Extraodinary' =) ! Hope my bro can tolerate me =) but I don't care if he doesn't .. =) 3 more weeks! Ytd I bought this antihistamine drug to cure my permanently blocked nasal canal and today it's so much better! I can breathe 'fully'! =)

Today my dad fetched me back from expo.. and true enough like what bird 'prophesied', he talked throughout the entire journey to jurong.. So I just listened lor. He told me while he was walking in Suntec recently, he met his 20 yrs ago manger.. who went on to become the previous MP in charge of Tanah Merah.. Mr Chay sth.. Now he's the CEO of some big company and the GM of UTUC Income.. So this Mr Chay talked to my dad and they exchanged numbers.. And he asked my dad if he needed any job, he could recommend him.. This is better than striking 4D la. My dad always complains that he always meet ghosts, finally an 'angel' now.. Ok anyway, if he gets the job, he'll be working in the town council la! How exciting can that be.. then after my A level I can seek that Mr Chay for jobs as well!! =) Save all my trouble looking.. Shiokness.. I really wanna thank God for so many open doors for me! =)

And tmr!! I'll be having my 100m race.. have to travel all the way to Bedok just to run 100m!!! Aiyo haha.. but very exciting la. =)! I'm so not a long distance runner.. No stamina haha.. Small lung capacity ah.. haha..

And who says 'Life begins here..' (JJ's propaganda)
















This is the 'Isolation Room' I talked about.. PINK can hor? haha.. I will try my best to maintain it.. If really cannot I must hire u leh... My room is gone case already.. Think you also can't do anything haha.. So not C in this aspect haha..

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So exciting la!!!!!!! I'm going for the BV audition on the 23rd!!!! One step closer to my dream!! =)!!

This week has been relatively fun for me~ =)
Wednesday!! Went to celebrate alice's 19th bday.. At the Sakae!! And she treated us la! THANKSSS.. We totally rocked the whole place!! So shy.. When our grp of girls gets together.. Skin has to be thick enough.. hahaha.. We bought her this Adidas bikini set which she tried to wear on the spot.. LOL.. and.. LOL~ Ok la don't expose her.. LOL~.. Anyway, I had a really great time with u girls.. All of you totally rock my world! =) !












































So cute hor? =)

You know what messy is?
















Now you know... *shrugs*
But thankfully we have a free computer table from Courts and so my bro gave me his old table.. yay~ I really need that!!! Now I can study on an empty table.. in an empty room with only an iron board and a bed w/o bedsheet.. hehehe.. and I shall name that an Isolation Room..



















So yan dao... wiu woo weet~



















Oops.. we missed out Lucy!



















The pretty evil witch..

I love The Chronicles of Narnia!!! It's so brilliantly written.. Though it was meant for children but I really love CS Lewis' imagination and creativity!! Erm ok I know it's been out for quite some time.. but I still love to rave about it.. =P So bear with me. =)

HAha.. xls I don't think you know what I'm waiting for la.. never mention it anywhere before.. very shen shen mi mi one.. hahaha.. Anyway today what I said to sally was just joking la.. hope she doesn't take it too personally.. But really quite happy la.. 2 hours leh. haha.. also speaking up for all of you lor wahahaha.. But seriously she's a good teacher la. I am always very amazed at how much knowledge she has.. It's me la i'm such a hard student for her.. Nvm la I will apologise to her...

Anyway, sometimes people can really get into our nerves.. what I will normally do is simply to keep quiet and ignore that person.. and walk away... though i may be boiling inside.. No point arguing or fighting to see who wins.. Ya it's good to be nonchalent sometimes.. With that I-can't-be-bothered attitude.. If you really look around.. there are so many things or people that you don't agree with.. and if we are always trying so hard to prove our points.. then life will be so.. erm.. boring? cos we could have done sth more interesting.. that's why most of the time I feel so free.. Free from all these unnecessary things.. It's very impt to learn to forgive and forget.. Though sometimes it's so hard.. but once we are able to do that.. we're doing yourself so much good as well..

Next time if ever someone comes up to you and say anything bad.. we must remain in a calm composture.. and say "Hey I think you look good in that shirt!" Wahah.. though it may be a bit fake but I think that will shut that person up instantly. Hopefully.. Ok nvm just ignore me..

I wish that one day someone will come up to me and say "The wait was worth it."
Yea I've been waiting so so long... I feel silly at times... Real silly... Well, they say good things don't come easy... But they also say that all good things come to an end... Oh man.. But like I said, I don't care what they say... But I don't know what to do either! So am still the 'confused kid' that bro jeff mentioned years ago? Hmmm.. I don't know.. Some issues are not for me to decide.. I wish I can though.. ok, Sally will go 'STATE YOUR STAND CLEARLY!!!' If only life is as simple as black and white... Then there will not be any argumentative eassays to write.. and Sally can just retire into her shell... But why do I talk about her here! It's REDUNDANT! See, I've just let her down after all her hard work... Ok, I mustn't give up... I must make her proud someday so I can give her CREDIT at the end of my A lvl... She'll love it... Sorry for digressing, my main point was actually about waiting.. I think she'll just draw a thick red stroke across my page.. Ya sometimes I can get as confusing as this chunk of meaningless words........

It's thursday! Why did I enjoy myself so much today..??? Weird.. All thanks to mock fish, zy and ms! LOL.. We actually stayed back after lesson at 4 to.. SING and DANCE... Goodness.. lol~ Fish.. I hope you feel much better after that.. haha.. Don't care what they say la.. They can say whatever they wanna say.. None of our business.. You won't falter right? Saw a friend's 'nick' on msn which says "Why comment on things you haven't experienced before?" Han nor.. Know that at the end of the day... still got ME! hahaha.. But next time don't anyhow touch k.. HAHA..

Anyway... today is also a special day for a special friend..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICE!!!!!!!!!!! *grIn*
Someone actually wanted me to bring FLOWERS and CAKE and BANNER to her school!!!
Wahaha.. Ya la actually I thought of that la.. lol.. so be comforted knowing that it's the thought that counts.. LOL~
Faster get your driving license la! Then drive yourself to my house to drive me to the nearest shop to let you choose what u want.. then I buy lor LOL~ Very mean hor........ Just kidding la.. In my heart actually I love you de... =)
Anyway, thanks for bringing me so much joy and laughter! There can never be a dull moment with you around! So sexy some more.. wahaha.. K la let u win la lol..

I survived mundane monday!!! =) *cheers* Well, actually everyday is quite mundane..

Today I just realised I have a neighbour who is a teacher in jj.. We live wall-to-wall next to each other.. haha.. We always leave home at the same time and so always take the same lift.. I only found him familiar but never thought much about anything since we are only neighbours.. But when I saw him in school today.. I was like 'Oh! So it's him!' I will try to be more friendly to him the next time... Nearly crushed him this morning cos I was nearly late so I hurriedly closed the lift doors and he 'siam'ed just in time to go in.. Oh no.. lol..

Today is also the start of poly life for a lot of people.. My bro included.. Zzz have to snatch toilet with him again.. He takes ages to get ready! Goodnesss... Recently he took $100 from my mum to buy 'poly stuff'.. Turned out, he went to buy clothes and shoe.. lol.. nonsense leh.. Haha.. good excuse siaaa... And no I didn't teach him that. Haha..

I URGENTLY NEED A SECRETARY!!!

Sigh..

Madness!!!
Me and Bird got into the semi-finals for Spelling Bee! That's 700 more words added..
Sally must be so proud of me... ...~

Anyway, today!!! I had some life back!!! =) ! Spent some mad moments with the girls.. LOL~ Craziness.. We were at PCC and didn't buy any drinks cos we were 'waiting for alice'.. And ya the staff gave us some 'looks'.. and that crazy bird came up with this crazy joke.. When alice comes then we will 'bye'.. Wahaha.. LOL.. anyway I can't believe pink n bird could finish this big bag of candy mix... They are so sweet la~



















Power Ranger transformer fun ok.. Childhood toy.. haha..





















Stop acting silly leh.. Alice please...
LOL~ And next time don't make me laugh can..
Try not to la. this is meant to be a scary pic la..

Chris Tomlin- Come Home Running

Oh heart of mine, why must you stray?
From one so fair you run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame

Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road

So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are

Oh child of God so dearly loved
And ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name, Daughter and Son
Wrapped in the robe of righteousness

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Currently my favourite song.. Wish I can play it here~
Many times, we try to perform the one-man show... Only to end up with a messed up heap.. (like my room haha) Let's admit it, we are weak. But I'm comforted knowing that I can run to God my Provider.. And I'm glad He has made a promise not to leave or forsake me.. =)

At a coffeeshopp...
X: Eh Uncle, one tehsi cold!
Uncle: Ok
The next minute he came back holding a pepsi and a coke..

Hmm.. maybe I should start a countdown from today onwards? Make me excited only~~~ hahaha..

Liberation: 233 days to go

Man.. It does seem forever..

While I was lying on my bed yesterday, I received a revelation..

You know dreams, as in visions and ambitions, only live as long a time as we allow them to. And we know that anything and everything that lives, grows. So let us keep dreaming! And they will keep growing.. And before we know it, they will jump into existence right before our very eyes..

I'm starting to wonder if my bed has any special power.. hahaha.. This gives me every reason to go to bed..

Ben & Jerry's

What BnJ's flavour are you??
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Mine's "Chocolate Therapy" hahaha..

Get a free cone at BnJ's!!!
25th April (Tues) 12 to 6pm at all stores except Sentosa
Don't miss it!!!

You know sometimes I lie awake at night, filled with anticipation as well as excitement thinking of all the fun things that I'm gonna do after 29th Nov. So deprieved now haha.. And I'm so glad it's April already.. Most probably I'll go back to work at Ben n Jerry's and definitely going to hk with bro jeff and da sao! I was thinking of setting up a small booth to sell things haha.. Just for fun~ But for now, there's nothing much I can do except school stuff.. Really miss hanging out with the girls! Anyway, I found a new chill out place--the library next to my block! The building is new... The books look new... and it's not crowded. You know how irritating it can get when people talk loudly in the library? And when their hps ring with multifarious tones and melodies.. Ok they may sound nice but the library is certainly not a place to appreciate that.. Oh man.. Can't believe I'm saying all this.. HAHA.. Tell me what's wrong with me!

Ok that aside, I had this revelation recently. Let me use the analogy of balls.. You know balls, they range from a table-tennis ball to a basketball etc.. But a basketball can't say to a pingpong ball that it is better than the pp ball though they vary in size and strength and everything else. Well, superficially it may seem that the bball is better, however it completely loses its capability once you use it on a table tennis table. Each has their own game to play.
Likewise for people, I can't say that I'm better than you or vice versa cos we are all designed to 'play different games'. You play yours and I play mine.. You have strengths that I don't have and vice versa. So there's really no need to compare and always trying to be the 'better' one.. If you know what I mean..

I bring this up perhaps because in school, people are always trying to overclimb each other.. It's good in a way.. But the down side is when you start measuring your self-worth by your academic results.. Then it's not so good anymore.

You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cos im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cos my heart keeps falling faster

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

-excerpts from True-Ryan Cabrera

Always playing on Class 95 and never fail to catch my attention hee..

my com!! giving me so many surprises recently.. aiyo..

Anyway..ya a lot of things to update.. so i'll make it sweet and short. HAHA..
Firstly, wanna congratulate PINK and STEPH once again for their water baptism last sunday! =)



















And my bday! hee.. thanks dear friends~ You really made my day! I felt like the most blessed girl in the world that night.. not because of the very nice gifts I received or the dinner but because I was with the people that matter to me.. =) Anyway, quite a lot of ppl asked me how did i feel about turning 19. i feel the numbers are turning faster than I expected. That's all la? Nothing much other than that.. but very looking forward to what my future has to offer.. though I have happy good teenage memories and fun but I believe my future is gonna be better hee~














Kelvin was supposed to be in btw da ren and jon de.. nvm i'll cut and paste him in lol..

Anyway, in my previous entry (which disappeared into the www) I mentioned about vday and how I felt indifferent that day. hahaha.. no bf.. chem test the next day.. spoiler~ I said if chemistry and aileen are 2 lines, we are 2 skew lines. Well, I'm trying to be at least parallel to it.. but we can never intersect.

Should I save my tears and move on? Or hang on like a L....

=) I like today! Delirious was awesome. Martin Smith's voice was woo la la~ But most importantly, God was there. Oh, choir wasn't needed today! So can spend more time with cg.. =) I really love my cg la. =) Awesome people~ =)

Anyway, I've been dling a lot of songs recently.. Most of them are songs that I haven't heard of. I think it's fun? Cos you'll never know if you're going to like it.. so it's kinda like opening a gift hahaha.. Came across a lot of nice ones.. This is one of them: http://www.cowboylyrics.com/tabs/wright-michelle/take-it-like-a-man-183.html
I like the lyrics.. it's humourous in a discrete manner.. wahha..

How does it feel to go back to school after 4 days of havoc? Bad. It's like heaven and.. ____
I walked home today and I cried on the way.. Don't ask me why..
I was listening to "Spirit Come"..
One of the songs goes like this:

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Be still and know that He is God
Be still and know that He is God
There is no other
There is no other

Rest quietly, Oh my soul
Be still and listen for the comfort of His voice
Be confident the Lord is on your side
Your salvation's drawing near...
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And I cried even more..

AAAAAAAAHHHHHH.... Really really enjoyed these 2 days!!! It's like a much needed retreat for me! Spent new year's eve at my grandma's place for reunion and watched a movie with dad n bro! FEARLESS! very nice!!!!!!!! Though it's a wushu movie but the storyline is actually more than that la.. it speaks of sportsmanship.. And at some points it was actually quite touching till i teared.. heee~~ And there were some quite gross scenes eek. But on the whole, it was a show worth your 9.50.. And after the show we went over to Holland V! My dad and bro went to Eskibar and I joined a few choir members at TCC!! Happiness! Wahaha.. Very fun~~ Thanks people~ We stayed till 3 plus? WAhah~














A game of 'heart attack' ended up with Jon having 7 cards?! LOL real power.

Oh ya, today is CNY.. XING NIAN KUAI LE! So funny u know, I greeted my neighbour ytd "Auntie, xing nian kuai le" Know what she replied? "Ni yei kuai le" WAHA.. Joker.. Anyway, this morning it was so hard to wake up!!! But have to ma.. Went to my paternal grandma's house first.. There were 2 other families, so I received 3 angbaos~ WAhah.. We ate the traditional dish my ah ma always cooks on cny.. But the families were always gossiping la. BORING.. So I sat at the corner whistling. This is not what cny is all about I think. A time to gather and bring other people down? To make yourself appear higher? But of cos, I remained nonchalant.. again.. So that's not the fun side..

Next I went to my maternal ah ma jia!!! This is more re nao and happening la!! The only hard thing was, like I mentioned, opening the door and walking in! I literally took a deep breath and plucked up my courage to do so.. The sight of so many pairs of shoes outside was kinda intimidating la. So, as expected, when i stepped in, all were curious to see who ma.. so all turned and looked! OH NOoo.. shyness. I don't like this type of attention la wahah.. they commented blablabla.. aiyooo so i sort of "went into hiding" wahaha.. anyway, I had a good time catching up with them! My ah ma and ah gong so loving.. So much so that.. when they first spoke to me just now I teared secretly.. It was just normal conversation but their love was overwhelming la. Silly me.. If I didn't remember wrongly, they only asked me to go eat.. but that alone was filled with love la. Later at night, me my cousin and ah ma were flipping through some old photos and we saw my grandparents' wedding photo! My ah ma told me she was very pretty when she was young! Wahah.















See! Nice features !! Her skin condition is still good for her age! haha

Cousinsss~

Potential model.. wahaha..

Potential charmer..

Oh today we had a half day~ I went to school!!! Haha! something to be quite surprised about.. anyway, we watched some performances and ya that was it.. One thing I felt very strongly about is the irony that the Malays were more excited about this entire thing than the Chinese!! Is cny becoming just another passe 'event'? I hope not! Well, for me I no longer look forward to cny as much as I did say 10 years ago? But of course the angbao enthusiasm is still high la. HAHA.. Anyway that's not the point.. hahaha.. Maybe it's having to meet my relatives? They are nice people but I feel quite awkward actually waha.. and they always tell me the same things.. wahaha! The only thing I don't like is having to open the front door and walk in.. cos that's when all will stare at you and comment.. wahaha!!! but anyway, this yr, I'm gonna try to shake off that blase attitude and brush up on my mandarin.. hahaha..
















Xing nian kuai le! Wan shi ru yi! Shen ti jian kang!


































That's our modern dance performance.. It was SO sexy, I thought it was provocative.. But it was nice nice nice~















A sea of red.. that's our choir.. oh they sang dong dong dong chiang as well!! LOL! Minus the HEY though hahaha!














Outside our civics classroom Haha.. after a few failed attempts to take this pic ourselves due to lack of shooting skills.. wahah..